Sunday, 8 March 2009

Beh's last week pt.1

Feb 28, 2009

Miss F: I'm sorry lai, i couldn't tell you earlier, salnya ia nda suruh gtau...ia kn bagi tau ko...awal udah kmi tau..tpi..sorry ku banar lai ah!!
Me: apakan??!! gatu sja aku okay nie...
Miss F: Nda, ia kan gtau ko nie patang ani before ia balik..prepare for it, its a really bad news.

still typing my work..saw the watch on the wall, 4.20 pm. getting anxious coz he haven't came yet. batah jua...everyone has left for home. Just me n miss f sja tinggal.Not a moment later ada chia...Miss F pun kuar and still saying that she was sorry.

Beh: Balik awal?
Me: Nda mcm biasa, ahir kali..napa?

Beh: abis udah kaja?
Me: waaa, byk masih ah..esuk ada 'homework' tah ku nie.
Beh: nda pa 2 nanti bila siap, boss bwa blanja 2.
Me: iawah..ehhehe

Beh: duduk wah!
Me: nda kata durang ada bad news..aku mau bediri...kajar2 ku nie!
Beh: Duduk sja nie sini

He took the chair and pajal me to sit.

Beh: Tadi ada urg tepun kul 11 labih gtau aku...iatah lps a2 sini ada fax jua sampai
Me: sekali?
Beh: Aku kana tukar pindah balik ke opis bandar..

*total silence*

there were total silence, which i don't know for how many minutes...i mean the news was kind of a shocking thing what am i suppose to do, then i saw my work on the table, then i was typing and typing.

Beh: jangan cani!
Me: apa banyak kaja ku bah mesti siap
Beh:beranti dulu buat kaja ah..

* still kept on typing until beh took the paper and close my pc lid*

Me: padantah tadi masa tengahari drang meliat aku mcm lain mcm...bila ku tanya kenapa..mcm drang jawap sal aku sibuk kaja.
Beh: aku nda suruh drang gtau dulu, krg mun drang gtau nda ko marah kn 2 tau dri urg lain... gpun ptg ani bru th d opis.
Me: tepun msg?
Beh: bisai gtau dapan2.
Me: bila start pindah kan?
*another silence moment*
Beh: serta merta, start kaja baru ari isnin ani.

my heart dropped and wanted to cry...my eyes had filled with tears....my heart pounding and screaming "WHY!". Miss F came and told us that Boss was out from his room and kan balik. Beh stood up and saying that it would be okay and said that try not to think about it. Just let him go alone and didn't hantar him ke bawah..coz it would be like seeing him go..and gerenti menangis.


March 2, 2009

The Uni held a 2 day workshop for the lecturer, and that would make me forget about him for a while, then that morning i saw him, but i didn't talk and not even wanted to see. Trying to keep a distance from him. heard from people that morning was his last before ia pindah...but he would take a week off from work.

During lunch time, we makan together2 kan, all the staff... i was sitting at one end of the table and he was sitting another end. No one perasan at first tpi bila abis urg makan ada tia urg menagur.."Eh napa kmo 2 ani, jauh2 marung2 nda bmood sorang-sorang" ... it was like omg what's this drama kah?..even ada playing messenger lagi...one person would iask me what was wrong and aske him what was wrong too.

Me=if i talk to him i might cry
Beh=ia marah kli masih..jgn d kacau dlu.

then when taking picture...i was like avoiding kan..then beh asked if kan take pic, then reluctant at first then the last minute..hahha mau jua bgambr...

Beh: aku cuti seminggu nie
Me: napa?
Beh: kan lepak berabis d opis sini...kira minggu terakhir lah ku.

didn't say anything but happy plang was given another week a2.

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