Saturday, 10 January 2009

please tell me

This week we've been together every seconds, minutes and hours. Within the hours, minutes and second of that we've always sneak a glimpse of each other even though we knew that we were infront of each other. You understands me where everybody else were still wondering. I loved when you told me where you were going even i didn't ask, waited for me even if i asked you to go.

Do we love each other or do we care about each other, we are two proud people to admit to one another even there are signs that showed everything. Are we meant for each other? Even if we have a circle of friend which understand with our situation, they also would think otherwise.

You told everyone else that you care about me, that you love and I'm everything in your life and death, but you didn't tell me anything. Do I have to make the first move? My love I wish you could hear what inside my heart instead of it beating.

You did everything sweet this week; you worried when i was not in your plain sight, worried that i would be bored during your football match or left out during your sport cars conversation with our other friends.when i stumble down that day i still could remember where we hugged each other, by then i knew that we are more than just friends and really showed me that you really care.

But today, you kept on mention about that day, I hate that day. The day would surely come..we could not avoid it. Probably it will come even sooner than we think. But didn't you know the consequences of talking about it. It made my eye teary and made me really distant from you, as if i want to avoid everything. What would make you stop? Telling that i would miss you in front of other people...in front of our friends, admiting that i would miss you, admiting that i am definitely in love with you and care about you? And I would be lonely when you're not by my side.

Beh, its not easier for me than you think, a hundred times i tried and i million times i backed out. When the time is right by then you'll know. Now put our love in secret. even though nearly everyone has already know about us.




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