Beh, Why? Just tell me!!

received and email, notifying that a new album has been posted on multiply.... surf the net the eagerly browsed through the album...O YES ada under Membowling...

Then eh wait a minute, i noticed that less pictures of Beh, then less capi-es and then less free styling. Ok soemthing must be wrong here. Then i didn't know why, 1 picture stood from the rest, for real kah nie, he was sitting down alone, looked senseless and totally stress out and really bump out.

Must asked him tomorrow.

Woke up 6.00, took a nice hot shower and then got ready and everything for work, 15 minutes to 7am jalan, then arrived and exactly 7.15am. Cj was already in the office and then he was about to call me.hehhe. We had to go to jpa for some singing thingy for the uni.

First the plan was to buy nasi katok from giant, but then it was still closed. So headed to lambak... on the way there...

Cj: "meliat udah gambr bru yg bowling"
Me: "yup, napa"

Cj: "ada perasan something lain"
Me: " apa"

Cj: "abangmu nda jua main, duduk jua saja sugul nda b mood"
*my face changed, ten at the same time feel happy that he misses me*

Cj: "abis kana naya ia kemarin leh durang, kana tanya sal ko nda ada kah ia bad mood nda ada mood kan main and marung2"
Me: "perasan palng ku..ada ku komen, napa marug n serious"

Cj: "tpi nampak berabis ani bh nda ada mood ah, balik awal lagi ia 2 selajur"
Me:"krg ku tnya kenapa bila smpai opis"

Our conversation just stopped there.

at the office...

headed laju kli ah trying to find him, he was not in my room, so the front office. He was there...still looking really stress out and eh nda senyum kah?

HF: " tu nah sudah datang nah...agatah, pegi jauh2 jgn mengusut"

i saw him but he didn't smile. but looking really struggling to get out of the room.

Beh: "ke bilik? laju tah"
Me: "bah..mana saja"

Me "tapi aku lapar, minum dulu"*being manja-manja even HF menjaling*
Beh:"minum luar kah"
Me: "nda eh, dapur sja,kmi bali nasi tdi"


heading to the kitchen, then he finally smiled and being himself; menaya and always usik-usik.hahaha apakn 2 ah in english? Made me feeling so special and cared.

in the kitchen

Me:"siuk kemarin main bowling" *changed selajur his face expression*
Beh: "siuk, tpi aku nda main nda da mood"

Me: " Cj ada ceta rh ku, sal bowling kemarin.." *just smiled*
Beh: " oo Cj, Pikir Yf or Wn.."

since his expression changed dramatically, didn't dare to ask more.

Beh, come on lah, you tell everyone even big boss, that you didn't have the mood to play because you missed me and i wasn't there, but when i asked you, you answered differently... just tell me lah.... I know i could see it in you eyes lah...anyway, i begining to love this game, i'm going with the flow. Now i could see everything...hm kali jua ah.