I Miss Everything and Everyone

Configuring my friend's wireless router, Kate. She has subscribed to espeed during the promo at the Mall. it will be install in a week or two.

Then have to study, study study; written test on Saturday and it's getting near and near every moment. Hopefully it will be easy. Still don't know what to expect. Desperately needing a job and desperately need to get away from that hell hole. I know it is harsh but it just that that what i feel and but i do care about my students.

I miss my friends if it was in Mahad back then, at this moment, the class would be starting soon and still still lepak2 near the back door of the class. I missed that old days. The class would be over in 2 hours after that. Then we went to the surau or not then had tea time or milo time to be exact. More lepak2 and more chit chat. Change clothes and went to the court to play volleyball or just "cheer leading" (correct term for those like i am not a sporty type).

What should be done to make our friendships more even stronger and close with each other. This thing shouldn't be happening right? We have mobile phones, internet and so on. Too much convenience of technology but stiil we all drifted far apart. Too far sometimes.

picture taken during a barbeque party organized by the school
from right; Mami Kasmi, G Suhai, ZulPisang, Me, Sirifin, G Nazli

Where are been doing right now, so many thing has changed and we have been drifted apart which sometimes made even talking with each other awkward. When that picture was taken i think it was the one and only intake which the school organized a party or farewell ceremony for us.

There were so many clicks at high school what could i say, high school is high school. but for that night everybody seemed to be friendly. forgot about all the the thing that had happened for 7 years in the past. We studied in 1 of the boarding school in Brunei and when living in a dormitory the high school clicks really got into you. From that picture everybody has a happy face even though we about to leave each other in a few hours of time in the morning. I remembered that i promised that i wouldn't cry that night and eventually i caved in. I cried my heart out that morning and my eyes were all red and studdering when talking.

I Miss You Guys....