Another New Week

Its a new in March, we didn't even realize that it's the 2nd week of March already, just last week I went to the book fair with Mami, we went there at the very last minute because he had a ceremony to attended to the next day. That day it rained heavily and arrived pretty late for tuition.hehe

Felt really alone this week, I think the boredom just got into me, there was nothing to watch and even to look forward to, all the dvds that i bought was a waste of my money, thank god for cheap bootleg ones, if not i would be paying a hectic dollar for some lame movies.

I think this just is and this would be my life, no excitement just plain jane of me.

What would happen today, i got 2 classes to teach, 2pm and 7pm, when writing this blog i forgot that i have to write short notes on the next topic i that I'm going to teach.

Read some other people blogs, how come i got pay less but i had a full workload than other, I read that teacher N got paid triple from what I've got, WTHF going on here?

Just be reasonable, be rational and be patience the time will surely came and all i ever wanted will come true, but why it take soo much time, been waiting here and getting tired of waiting...

I just felt that if anyone of my dearest friends think of me that i'm such a waste in the circle of friends just tell me now and i would just go without any questions ask. Because to be with a person who you hate so much is pain but it is more pain if the person you dislike knows about it but still wanted to be with you.

at this moment feeling alone is much better rather than being with someone and trying too hard not to be alone.